7.8.07

Let's (re)start!

As you know, I've already come back from Barcelona after the ending love story.

After the bravest and the most important decision in my life.

After leaving it all.

And now, that I'm in Chile once again, and my family is here, and my friends are here, I just have to restart.

Two weeks ago, while driving (after seven month!) and listening to music, I have realized that I'm proud of my feelings and the love I felt.

Proud of having dare.

It's clear I still feel sad sometimes (and I will) but I tried it, with all my heart and without doubting, I tried it. That's the only thing that calm me down and let me restart.

So.

Let's restart.

At the university I have taken ten subjects this semester. I know it's a madness and I don't know if my neurons and their usual luck will achieve it, but it's the only way to finish fast this whole shit and next year do my thesis. So I hope to have finished my third career on July 2008.

For summer I have some plans, but nothing confirmed yet. Although I'm quite glad in Chile, I'll try to travel abroad again. This time for working.

But before that, fourteen academically horrible weeks are waiting for me.

How am I going to survive?!

Going to every Fother Mucker and Teleradio Donoso's concert I could.

Laughing with Tadashi, Daniel & Tomás.

Listening to music (if I just could explain how music influences me!).

Breathing deeply.

Still believing in love.

And writing this blog.

12 comments:

NataliailataN said...

2 things to start:

First, that "translation" resource, doesn't work but for the words you chose! I thought it was going to work for every work we didn't understand. Whatever...

Second, I feel that... it's difficult to keep your style when you're writing in english. Strange, but that characteristic style all your readers follow, and because of which I'm still here, suddenly disappears.

Anyway, I'm glad to have this instance, cause I thought about doing it too, some time, but never did.

Finally got your blog design!! I saw the mess yesterday...Congrats. Looks nice.

That's it.

N.

P said...

My things to you Natalia.

1.- I'm not gonna translate every word. Of course I have chosen those I guess most of people could not know.

2.- It's obvious that THIS BLOG STINKS. And no characteristic style can be developed, because I don´t speak english!!! Anyway, I think people can come here and read (even learn!) but not for enjoying the way they do with my spanish texts. Texts I'll wait to restart with.

3.- Thank you very much for your comment and interest. Sincerely.

P

Anonymous said...

TE JURO QUE ENCUENTRO ESTO TOTALMENTE RIDICULO...QUIEN PUEDE APRENDER INGLES CON ESTA TONTERA? Y OYE COMENTAR EN INGLES QUE ONDA? BUENO GUEA DE CADA UNO...

LO UNICO Q RESCATO DE ESTO ES QUE SIGAS CREYENDO EN EL AMOR, TE IBA APREGUNTAR ESO EN TU ANTIGUO BLOG (EL DE NOSEQUETONTERAENEGIPTO) PERO NO ACEPTABA COMENTARIOS ANONIMOS...ASI LEISTE MI MENTE Y ME DOY CUENTA Q NO HAS PERDIDO LA ILUSION...SALUDOSSSSSS

BESO

**La Estudiante ** said...

güanchulerinwuanchulein:

I'm proud you're still tryin'.
it's good not to surrender... ;)

Nobody proves the depth of the river with both feet... you did it, be glad!!! I'm not so brave like you.

Besos.

**La Estudiante ** said...

ah
y no puedo enseñarte nada ni corregir

asi q escribiré lo q me nazca

P said...

Puede que sea ridículo.

Pero yo aprendo, porque para escribir a veces tengo que buscar. Va un poco con la idea de hacerse un hábito y empezar a usarlo. El inglés.

Porque para mí por ejemplo, ridículo es pagar cien lucas al mes en el Chileno-Británico o en el Goethe.

Además estoy empezando a conocer gente que no sabe español y en vacaciones seguramente tenga que usarlo.

Si todo te parece tan ridículo y noséquétontera no te metai más y listo.

Eso no más.

P

Anonymous said...

Bueno, tampoco me agradó mucho que este blog sea en inglés, te leo hace mucho tiempo ...y el Inglés no es mi fuerte, así es que creo que hasta aquí llegó mi lectura, de todas formas te deseo mucha suerte en todo, no puedo decir más que fue fabuloso leerte...

besos eternos..

D.....

Javiera said...

Hola, en inglés o en castellano está bakan. Yo hace poco te conocí. Leí de atrás para adelante. Leí Barcelona 3 primero y hoy descubrí el Blog 2 y ahora este.
Estoy en la misma que tú... encontrando que el amor si que es bakan.
Tengo un Blog (pero yo no pongo mi nombre... porque me da lata involucrar a ttodos los que me rodean). Pero tengo mi Blog que tiene 3 lectores confirmados.
La verdá a mí me da lo mismo, porque sólo lo escribo para uno... y ese, sí sé que me lee.
Encontré bakan tu estilo, tu manera de escribir, tu historia con Mireia... una lata que se haya terminado.

Increíble que estés orgulloso de amar y de atreverte en verdad que es bakan el enamoramiento... y las ganas de creer en el amor ¿no están de acuerdo?

So let's be in love... let's just do it, whatever we feel... that thing you have ever wanted so bad... go for it. The person you have looked and wanted to call, just reach him/her...
feel whatever you could feel... live your life as if this day would the last...

Eso...en inglés y en castellano.

Tadashi said...

I don't think this is ridiculous...

It's gay, bah, i mean, it's great!...

And my name in english has another translation...

My name in english is "Tulin"...

Don't worry about your fucking subjects, there is always the option of sleep with your teacher (te apuesto que aperrai con Vignolo)...

Greetings conchetumare...

karolina said...

i dont think this idea be ridiculous...in fact i usually speak spanglish, j..because i dont want to forget the few words i know.

So..

i love the idea, because you will learn more but me too!

:P

@lasnibat said...

Hahahaha!

That's the laughing in english... isn't it?

"Vignolo rules!", said Alberto Herrera yesterday.

So... I think that Tadashi is right.

SalU2
T.

.::Fran::. said...

Da igual que sea en ingles, por mi lado igual reconozco no cachar nada, cometi el error de dejar ingles como en octavo, en fin errores que uno comente y otros lo dejan no.

Me parece bien que quieras practicar de esta forma, me parece bien además que lo que escribes pueda ser leido por otros que no saben español.

Y tal cual dices, el que quiere leer que lea, el que no a la chucha y al que le gusta la hua como a mi, hara el esfuerzo pa traducir y punto.

Saludos.